I NEED A VACATION.

I need a break from this disease called MS.. I am tired. When I say tired it is the mind numbing can barely stand up kind of tired. You all with MS probably know what I am talking about. It is near impossible to get a hold of anyone when something is going on with me. By someone I mean my neurologist. What is this??? When I feel the worst I have to work the hardest to get a hold of anyone to help me out. I have placed 2 e-mails to her because she has been out of the office on ward duty for the last 3 weeks and I have heard nothing. What is this? Is this normal? does anyone else have this same problem? I know that this probably isn't a big deal to her but it is to me. WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! I'm kind of sick of chasing her down so I give it one more try then I give up and I'll just wait til my next appt.

SPRING IS HERE!!!!

Well, I have been feeling terrible lately. It is unnatural the amount I have been sleeping and my feet are tingly. I really think that I am having a reapse or something but my neurologist hasn't been in the office for 3 weeks and getting through her secretary and nurse is like pulling teeth. I am in a funk and am trying to get out of it because lets face it -
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE.
That is my motto and I need to pick up my chin and grin and saaayyyy - THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW SO YOU GOTTA HANG ON TIL TOMORROW COME WHAT MAAAYYYYY! (JUST KIDDING). Well kind of. I really need to get out of my funk because it's like spring here and I should be giddy with spring fever.
Now that I have that off my chest I feel better. This is like a place to rant and rave and know that people understand what I am going through and don't mind a little whining1 Right?!?!?!?!
Anyway, not much happening here. it can't I have been sleeping. Tata for now!